‘I went a bit crazy’: Mo Farah on rebellion, love, ruthlessness – and being forced to live a lie

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Twelve years on, it nonetheless offers you goose bumps – in all probability the best achievement in British Olympic historical past, accompanied by the best commentary. “Mo Farah gritting his teeth now, the arms have got to pump, the knees have got to come up high,” shouts Steve Cram from the commentary field, making an attempt to make himself heard above the stadium din. He stands up, punching the air, keen Farah residence. “He’s got to find something extra. He’s got to kick on. Come on Mo Farah. He’s going to get there. Mo Farah’s going to make it two golds on the run for Great Britain. Beautiful. The place erupts. He’s a double Olympic champion.”

This was, after all, London 2012. Every week earlier, on 4 August, Farah had turn into the primary Briton to win the ten,000m. Now, the refugee from Somaliland had turn into the primary Briton to do the long-distance double – 5,000m and 10,000m. What’s extra, he had achieved it on the identical Olympics. Astonishingly, he did the identical once more 4 years later in Rio, a report equalled solely by Finland’s Lasse Virén. Both Cram and Brendan Foster, who was commentating alongside him in 2012, have known as Farah Britain’s biggest athlete, though for some he’s a controversial determine. It’s a exceptional story. And we didn’t know the half of it again then.

In 2022, he revealed in a BBC documentary that he had been trafficked to the UK at 9 and forced to work as a home servant. It was surprising on so many ranges. He had been flown over by a lady he had not beforehand met, stripped of his beginning identify, Hussein Abdi Kahin, given the identify of her eldest son, Mohamed Farah, and made to take care of her two youthful kids. He not often went to major faculty.

Olympic champion Mo Farah shares harrowing expertise of home servitude – video

Farah retired in September at 40. As nicely as his Olympic feats, he had gained six world championship gold medals, 5 European championship golds and damaged the British report for the marathon (an occasion he solely took up in his mid-30s). Today, we meet on the Guardian’s workplace in central London. He appears unchanged from once I interviewed him after the glory of 2012 – lithe, light-weight, supremely match with a luminous smile. But he appears so completely different in character – at ease with himself, extra measured, with a new seriousness. Back then, the well-known smile did a lot of the speaking for him. He admits he used it as a masks within the previous days.

The Farah of 2012 didn’t seem to have a care on this planet. He instructed me that he, his mom and two of his siblings had come to Britain to live along with his father, an IT advisor, in London. After years away from his father, he stated: “Seeing Dad was more exciting than anything else.” It wasn’t true. His father, Abdi, had been killed by a stray bullet within the civil conflict at residence when Farah was 4. He had been forced to live a lie – his identify, his father, his childhood. Despite being knighted in 2017, regardless of the Home Office having lengthy identified the reality about his trafficking, Farah was terrified he can be deported. It was solely after the Home Office introduced it might take no motion in opposition to Farah, simply earlier than the documentary was broadcast, that he relaxed.

He says his recollections of Somaliland are largely confined to enjoying soccer: “We didn’t even have a football. We had socks, lots of socks, and a plastic bag wrapped around them.” As he was rising up in Britain, he noticed Somaliland from his youngster’s-eye perspective. “I imagined this huge place in the street with the lights. When I went back in 2003, I realised the reality was it was this little village.”

Racing in Loughborough in 2001. Photograph: Mark Thompson/Getty Images

After his father’s demise, he was despatched by his mom to stick with household in neighbouring Djibouti. From there, he travelled to Britain on pretend paperwork that confirmed his picture subsequent to the identify Mohamed Farah. He additionally had a piece of paper containing the tackle of the family he believed he was going to live with. He says the girl who met him (and renamed him) took him to her residence in Hounslow, a couple of miles from Heathrow airport in west London, and ripped up the piece of paper in entrance of Farah. Without the tackle, he was stuffed. He claims he was forced to do house responsibilities and childcare in trade for meals. The lady has disputed his model of occasions and insists she will not be a trafficker.

“No child should have ever gone through what I did,” he says at the moment. “I don’t think any human should be treated like that. I was not allowed to do anything I wanted to do, or hang out with other kids. Yeah. To have gone through what I did was not easy, and is still not easy.”

He was 11 when he was lastly allowed to go to faculty full-time, at Feltham Community College. Farah adored soccer. He gave every little thing to it. But it was working at which he excelled. “I didn’t have an interest in running, though. I was like: I’m good at running and it’s fine, but I wanted to play football. My PE teacher, Alan Watkinson, could see how far ahead I was of the other kids just in warm-up. I’d finish my second lap and they’d still be on their first.”

Watkinson grew to become a mentor and requested him to be a part of the working membership. But there was no manner the mom of the home would let him do an after-school exercise when he may very well be taking care of her kids. The troubled Farah trusted Watkinson. Towards the top of 12 months 7, he determined to inform Watkinson that he was residing in servitude. Once he revealed the reality, he reckoned it wouldn’t be secure to return residence. “I was scared and I packed my bags. I knew when I told him there was no going back,” he says.

Farah spent a terrifying couple of days again with the household whereas Watkinson knowledgeable social providers and the varsity. He was then faraway from the house and went to live with a lady he known as aunt. “She’s not really my aunt. She’s a distant relative. She was very good to me, she put a roof above me when I had no family and she looked after me.”

Farah was lastly allowed to live a youngster’s life. He joined the working membership and prospered. But his dream was nonetheless to play skilled soccer. “I thought: one day, I’ll play for a club.” Was he adequate? “No. No, that’s the reality.”

When did he first turn into conscious of the Olympics? “The first proper Olympics I engaged with was Sydney in 2000, watching Cathy Freeman in the 400m and Haile Gebrselassie and Paul Tergat in the 10,000m. That’s the moment I went: I want to be Olympic champion. I was in sixth form.”

What sealed the deal for him was a journey to Disney World in Florida as a part of an Olympic youth squad. “I remember being on the plane for hours and something clicked in my head. If these are the rewards, you go to Disney World Florida, you go to training then you go on all these rides, then athletics is good. I thought: I want to become an athlete, I want to fully focus on running, not football. At that moment, I started to train more, to improve, I won the English schools [cross-country championships], I went to the European cross‑country under-20s and came second. I did the world cross-country when I was 17.”

At 18, he gained his first main title – the 5,000m on the 2001 European Athletics junior championships in Italy. It was a large achievement, however Farah knew he nonetheless wasn’t giving his all. He was doing a GNVQ in leisure and tourism at Richmond College with the hope of finding out sports activities science. But it by no means occurred. Farah wasn’t but prepared to sacrifice enjoyable for research or the ascetic way of life of an athlete.

When we met in 2012, he instructed me in regards to the time he jumped bare off Kingston Bridge in south-west London. I requested him why he had achieved it. “Because I was mad when I was younger. I just had too much energy,” he stated. When I requested whether or not he was drunk when he had jumped, he regarded horrified. No, after all not, he stated – he had at all times been a good Muslim.

Farah at his coaching floor in west London in 2006. Photograph: Mail on Sunday/Shutterstock

Today, he offers a fuller rationalization of his antics. “Listen, when you haven’t had the life and you’ve been kept in that room, not being able to do anything, at some point you’re going to let go and lose the plot. And I did. When I went to college I was like: I’m free, I can have my own room, my own friends, I can go and do stuff, and I did go a bit crazy.”

By 22, Farah had come second within the European under-23 championships and competed for Great Britain. But it was solely now, in 2005, that he started to realise what it might take to be a true champion. He moved into a home in London with a group of Kenyan runners, together with the then 10,000m world No 1, Micah Kogo. Watching their coaching regime, Farah started to really feel like a slouch. “They were sleeping, eating and training, sleeping, eating and training. And I said to myself: if I’m ever going to have any chance of beating these guys, I’m going to have to change something.”

He skilled within the day and thought that was ample. In the night, he went out along with his buddies, consuming curry and enjoying video video games. “I thought: as long as I run, that’s it. I didn’t know any better,” he instructed me in 2012. Did the Kenyans say something to him? “No, but they’d try to wake me at 6am and I’d say: ‘OK, OK,’ then just go back to sleep.”

A turning level got here when he missed the 2004 Athens Olympics with a torn calf. It prompted an existential disaster. He questioned whether or not it was a signal to quit and get a common full-time job. “I was thinking: if my running doesn’t work, what am I going to do? Then when I got better I said to myself: I just want to be a full-time athlete, train, give it all and be smart.” He went to live with the Kenyans in Kenya and adopted their mantra – eat, sleep, practice.

In 2008, Farah competed at his first Olympics, in Beijing, ending seventeenth within the 5,000m. He nonetheless had a lot floor to make up to have a probability of a medal at London 2012. By now, he knew that meant working each bit as onerous because the Kenyans, if not more durable. In 2010, he married his long-term girlfriend, Tania Nell. While they had been on honeymoon in Zanzibar, the Eyjafjallajökull volcano erupted in Iceland and the ash cloud introduced a lot worldwide air journey to a cease. Farah instructed Tania he couldn’t watch for the cloud to clear to journey again to Britain along with her. He headed to Kenya, leaving Tania to make her personal manner residence. “I had to do it,” he says.

Did she perceive? “She started to understand more and more. But, at that point, she didn’t understand as much.” What did she say? He grins. “She looked at me.” He mimics her disbelieving stare. “She was like: OK, we’ve just got married, can’t you come back with me and then disappear? But I couldn’t.” Any day you aren’t coaching is a potential medal misplaced, he says. He spent six weeks in Kenya, then returned to Europe to win double gold within the 5,000m and 10,000m on the 2010 European championships in Barcelona. It was by far his biggest achievement but.

Just a few months after his triumphs in Barcelona, he uprooted the household (Rihanna, Tania’s daughter from a earlier relationship, was 5 on the time) to transfer to Portland, Oregon, to practice with the American coach Alberto Salazar, then well-known for his radical teaching strategies and now notorious for having acquired a four-year ban in 2019 for doping offences. He knew that the tiniest percentages distinguished an Olympic champion from an also-ran. Salazar launched him to radical coaching strategies reminiscent of underwater treadmills and cryogenic chambers.

Farah crosses the road to win the 5,000m gold at London 2012. Photograph: Michael Steele/Getty Images

Do you’ve gotten to be egocentric to be one of the best? “You do. You’ve got to be ruthless.” In what manner? “Put yourself before anyone else. At times, I’ve stayed away two and a half months, and when your kids are sick and go through hard times in school and you’re not there, it’s difficult. But if you didn’t do the work and be away and put in the miles doing high-altitude training, the result would have been totally different.”

Ultimately, although, he says his success has enabled the household (as nicely as Rihanna, he and Tania have twin daughters, Aisha and Amani, 11, and a son, Hussein, eight) to get pleasure from a snug way of life. “You’ve got to weigh it. I ask: would I have changed anything? I would love to have been around for my kids more, but I’ve got all that time ahead of me.”

In 2011, he gained the 5,000m on the world championships. And then got here 2012. What was higher: successful the 5,000m or the ten,000m? “The 10. The Saturday night. Winning that first Olympic medal.” The lengthy jumper Greg Rutherford, the heptathlete Jessica Ennis-Hill and Farah gained gold medals for Team GB inside a 45-minute interval – 4 August 2012 grew to become often called Super Saturday. In 2020, a BBC sports activities panel voted it the best British second at a summer season Olympics.

I ask him what picture comes up when he closes his eyes. He shuts them and re-enacts that second when he crossed the road, his eyes on stalks, forming a Mobot along with his fingers over his head. “I wasn’t in control of my body. I knew with four laps to go there’s a good chance I could get a medal. So hold it, hold it, and each lap, as it gets shorter and shorter, Kenenisa [Bekele, the defending champion] is still there. And going into the last lap, I’m [thinking] hold the lead, hold the lead, and at that point the whole stadium is going crazy. Crazy. The finish cameras were moving because of the noise. They’ve never had it like that before.”

With his spouse, Tania, and his daughter Rihanna after successful gold within the 10,000m at London 2012. Photograph: Matt Dunham/AP

And now, he says, got here the easiest bit – Tania and Rihanna becoming a member of him on the observe. “With my story, my life, my family being on the track and seeing what I did was huge. I wanted to celebrate with them and hug.” He comes to an emotional cease. “If you know my story now, you probably understand a bit more.”

What did he try this evening? “I didn’t get back to the athlete’s village till about midnight. I had a Big Mac meal – two Macs and a strawberry milkshake.” How many parts of chips? “Just one. I’m not a big fan of chips. Barbecue sauce, of course.”

Did he sleep nicely? “I couldn’t get any sleep.” How did his head really feel? “Just emotions. Really, did I do it? The atmosphere! People coming up to you all the time.”

Winning the ten,000m took the strain off for the 5,000m. “It was like: I’ve won a gold; let’s see if I can win one more. It was possible. I had that confidence going into it. Whereas other athletes were chasing after the 10,000, for me it was: if I don’t win, it’s fine, but I’m going to go after it.”

Four years later, in 2016, he pulled off the double-double once more in Rio. It’s onerous to think about such an achievement being equalled in British athletics. Was the sensation pretty much as good as London? “No! Because London was the moment. Rio was amazing to win and to win that double was incredible. But there’s no place like London! That feeling, that atmosphere, the people.” He is speaking in a whisper, awed by the reminiscence. “That was my home town!”


Perhaps there may be one more reason why Rio wasn’t pretty much as good. In the intervening years, suspicions had grown about Salazar. Farah’s relationship with the coach brought about large friction between him and the press. In 2017, two years earlier than Salazar was banned, Farah introduced he was leaving him. (In 2021, Salazar acquired a lifetime ban from involvement in any Olympic or Paralympic sport for emotional and sexual misconduct.)

Farah’s relationship with Salazar has dogged the latter a part of his profession. Farah by no means failed a medicine take a look at, however individuals requested why he remained with a coach who was the supply of such hypothesis. Farah withdrew from the media. He not often gave interviews and appeared defensive – offended, even – on the events he did.

Before the interview at the moment, I had been instructed he wouldn’t focus on Salazar. But once I ask, he solutions overtly. Did Salazar educate him a lot? “Yes,” he says. “You can’t forget what someone contributed to your career. And he gave me self-belief, to make me think I belonged here.”

He is aware of he grew to become prickly with the press and says he discovered it troublesome when journalists needed to communicate solely about Salazar. “It was hard for me to deal with it when you’re under constant attack,” he says. For the primary time, he struggles to specific himself. He suggests he didn’t have the language or knowhow to cope with the press. “I was that boy who was [under attack] by 20 guys who had the talent to be a journalist. I could have dealt with it better by having a bit more understanding.”

In what manner? “I didn’t understand that it wasn’t about me. When people first started to talk about him, it would have been easier to get out of that situation.” Does he want he had acquired out earlier? “Nooooo,” he says. But he sounds uncertain. Again, he says it might have been simpler to go away. “Overall, it showed the kind of person I am. Loyal. I always like to give the benefit of the doubt.”

After the 2017 world championships, at which he gained gold within the 10,000m and silver within the 5,000m, Farah introduced his retirement from the observe. But Farah being Farah, he noticed this as an alternative to announce his new mission. He deliberate to turn into a champion marathon runner. In April 2018, having simply turned 35, he completed third within the London Marathon, setting a new British report. Six months later, he gained the Chicago Marathon with a new European report time of 2hr 5min 11sec.

“I felt I’d done everything on the track and I wasn’t afraid to go and find a new thing. I wanted to try the marathon, even though I wasn’t that good at the marathon, let’s be honest.” There will not be even a trace of a smile. I’m misplaced for phrases. Are you joking, I ask. He smiles, gently. “No, genuinely. You could say two hours five minutes is decent, but if you compare my time with the best guys what they’re running …”

Perhaps it’s solely now that I realise the extent of Farah’s drive. Did he actually assume, in his mid-30s, he may obtain as a lot as he had within the 5,000m and 10,000m within the marathon? “Yeah, I did,” he says. You did astonishingly nicely in it, I say. “I gave it 100%, that’s all I can say.”


Perhaps his biggest problem got here shortly earlier than he introduced his retirement, when he determined to confront his previous and go public about being trafficked. He says he had been ready so lengthy for the chance, however he didn’t need to put his profession in danger. There had been so many explanation why he felt he couldn’t speak about it, he says – disgrace, concern, having to admit that his earlier life story was a fiction, not figuring out the place to begin. “As a victim, you never stop blaming yourself,” he says. “You always live with it.”

In the top, it was seeing his twins attain the age he was when he was trafficked that made him open up. “When I started talking about it, they were going on 10, and when I was a nine-year-old there’s me with a new world.” He pulls away, uncertain the place to go. “Families mean everything to me. That’s why you saw my oldest girl on the track with my wife in 2012, because they’re part of me. And I always promised myself: whatever I didn’t have as a kid with family, my family would have.”

The twins had began asking questions, he says. “They were like: ‘Dad, where’s Grandma? Why can’t she come over here? Where’s your twin brother? How many brothers do you have?’ And I was just like: well they live in Somalia.” Over the years, bits and items emerged about his previous. Just after the 2012 Olympics, the Daily Mail tracked down his similar twin brother, Hassan, a telecoms engineer, and did a Sliding Doors story; what if Farah had stayed in Somaliland and Hassan, who was additionally a gifted runner as a boy, had come to England? Hassan instructed the Mail: “Who knows what I could have become? We could have been famous twin Olympic athletes.”

‘That drive is still there. I’ve acquired to discover a new ardour.’ Photograph: David Levene/The Guardian

Opening up about his previous wasn’t simply a non-public matter. There had been so many inconsistencies in his public story. I remind him of the primary time we met and how he instructed me it was great to be reunited along with his father. He appears embarrassed. How onerous was it to create a narrative for public consumption? “To me, it’s sad. After 2012, I couldn’t talk about it. I had to protect myself and that was the story that I was told to say. I was advised. I just didn’t want anything in the way of my career … I knew, when the time was right, I’d be able to talk about it and have that relief. But it was hard.”

He says it wasn’t a concern of being uncovered that made him go public. After all, the Home Office had identified the reality for nearly 30 years. But he most popular it to come out on his phrases. “I wasn’t scared of it. I just wanted people to understand me, for people to see me as me. It was probably the hardest thing I’ve done in my life, to explain what happened to me, trying to get to the bottom of it for myself and my family.”

He nonetheless doesn’t know the total fact; he doubts he ever will. “Before I made the BBC documentary, I knew bits of it. But I wanted to understand the trafficking bit.” When he went again to Somaliland for the primary time, in 2003, he was relieved to uncover his mom was nonetheless alive. When he returned in 2022, he needed to know why and how he had been despatched to England. “It wasn’t until then that I talked with Mum and the family about it.”

In The Real Mo Farah, the documentary through which he revealed he had been trafficked to the UK as a youngster. Photograph: Andy Boag/BBC/Atomized Studios

Did he blame her? “I wouldn’t say ‘blame’, because I know my mum was a mess. She couldn’t deal with the death of my father and all the kids – there were eight of us. To lose somebody in the way my dad was killed was difficult for all of us, even to talk about, let alone deal with.” He pauses. “I could understand that part, but I couldn’t understand the other part, and I don’t know if my mum will ever know what happened to me. When I was making that documentary, I was very open and put her on the spot and said: ‘Mum, can you please answer me?’ And she did answer me, as well as she could.” He nonetheless appears uncertain whether or not she knew in regards to the trafficking.

He instructed his kids. What did they are saying? “One of the twins started to cry. She said: ‘I can’t believe people would do that kind of stuff.’ It wasn’t easy and it’s still not easy for me to talk about.”

Does he nonetheless consider himself as Hussein, fairly than Mo? It’s sophisticated, he says. “That name was given to me by my father. I don’t have a single photo of him. So the name makes me proud.” The identify is a reminder of his historical past and, specifically, his father. “I wanted to keep that name within the family, and that’s why we called our son Hussein – and now he knows the full story. He talks about the name now, because he knows what it represents. He was with a friend who was also called Hussein the other day and I said: ‘There are two Husseins,’ and he said: ‘No, there are three Husseins!’” His son’s full identify tells the story of each of Farah’s lives – Hussein Mo Farah.

As for Farah, he’s embracing life post-retirement. He is now the nationwide faculty sport champion for the Youth Sport Trust. “This is huge for me, because if it hadn’t been for my PE teacher supporting me, taking me to the local running club, I wouldn’t have had a career. So it’s showing people what they can achieve with sport.” He has launched Mo’s Mission, which inspires kids to be bodily lively for 60 minutes a day. “Diabetes, obesity, mental health, we need to attack it all,” he says. Farah can also be the primary international goodwill ambassador for the UN’s International Organization for Migration. Perhaps there may be a future for you in politics, I recommend. He appears . “Well, let’s do it!”

Receiving his knighthood along with his spouse in 2017. Photograph: Reuters

He says one of the best factor about retiring is being in a position to spend time along with his household and consuming no matter he fancies. What’s his favorite? “Sticky toffee pudding with custard.” He used to run up to 135 miles a week. How a lot is he doing now? “About 10 miles this week. Not a lot. I’m chilling out, spending more time with the kids, ironing.” Ironing? “Yeah, I enjoy a bit of that.” You nonetheless look supremely match, I say. He jogs my memory he has been retired for under a few months. “Give it another year. It will be like Mo Belly’s coming for you!” He bursts out laughing. Does he assume he’ll take it simple now? He offers me a look. No manner, he says – it’s not in his nature. “That drive is still there. I’ve got to find a new passion.”

It’s humorous, he says; it’s solely now that he’s addressing his previous that he has began to perceive what gave him that phenomenal drive. The first time he heard the phrase trafficking used within the context of what had occurred to him, he discovered it onerous to settle for. “I was like: does such a thing exist? I thought it was just me. And then when you talk to experts and see it more and more, you’re like: fuck, it’s a crazy world.” He lastly feels snug saying he’s a trafficking sufferer. He believes it’s necessary for him to do so, for all these much less lucky.

He has began to reassess his success in relation to his previous. Now, he would say he has achieved a lot not regardless of his previous, however due to it. Even if he had by no means gained a single medal, working would have remodeled his life. As a youngster, it was one of many few issues in his life that he may management. “I could train, I could push beyond anybody else, and that for me was a way out. It was a way of being freed. Without running, I don’t think I would ever have been free,” he says. “Running saved me.”

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