In a recent interview, Johnny Depp opened up about his tumultuous past, especially regarding his relationship with Amber Heard. He described himself as a "sucker" who fought hard to protect his name and reputation. Depp feels he was a "crash test dummy" for the #MeToo movement even before it gained widespread attention.
The #MeToo movement took off in 2017, but the troubles for Depp began in 2016 when allegations of abuse emerged. This led to a series of highly publicized trials and significant fallout for both actors. It’s clear that their careers faced serious setbacks because of these events.
In 2018, Depp sued The Sun for labeling him a "wife beater," and soon after, he was ousted from the Fantastic Beasts franchise. His battle continued in 2019 when he sued Heard over an op-ed she published in The Washington Post, where she described herself as a representative of domestic abuse. The 2022 trial saw Depp win a defamation case, with the jury awarding him around $15 million.
Heard’s role in the Aquaman sequel was reportedly reduced as shocking details from their relationship came to light during the trial, painting both in an unflattering light. Interestingly, the Robinhood study revealed that attention surrounding their trials had a significant impact on public perception, with some fans polarized in their support for either actor.
Depp reflected on the trials, stating he was ready to go all the way, even if it meant risking everything, including his career. He noted that facing public scrutiny for years made him feel he had to represent the truth. "If I don’t try to represent the truth," he said, "it will be like I’ve actually committed the acts I am accused of."
Looking back, Depp expressed disappointment in some friends who didn’t stand by him during these hard times. "There are people who did me dirty," he pointed out, surprising perhaps some of those who were once close to him. He felt that many chose to remain silent for fear of being seen as making the wrong choice.
His reflections also led to a personal exploration of why he found himself in a relationship with Heard. He admitted to wanting to help when he saw sadness in her eyes. Depp compared this experience to his childhood, remembering his complex relationship with his mother. He described it as a mixture of love and fear, suggesting that these dynamics shaped his adult relationships.
Despite the pain and legal battles he faced, Depp claimed he carries no bitterness. "It would be dumb for me to carry any bitterness," he shared. He has learned to avoid regrets, emphasizing that dwelling on the past won’t change anything.
Depp is now focused on the future, looking forward to his upcoming projects. He has directed a new film, Modi: Three Days on the Wing of Madness, and will star alongside Penélope Cruz in Day Drinker. When questioned about a potential Hollywood comeback, he stated, “Honestly? I didn’t go anywhere.” It’s clear he remains determined to continue his journey in the film industry despite the challenges he has faced.